itrytobefunny

About me

I am someone overconfident enough to say, "you can't fit me within a bunch of words," but I do wonder what else makes me, me. This has been a constant thought for years, and the feeling only grows stronger as time slowly catches up to me.

I overthink everyday stuff and debate with myself about every decision I need to make. I am a good person because that is the easiest thing one could do. Being evil takes time and energy, not to mention keeping track of everyone you've pissed off in the past. I am nice because I don't have to worry about anything; maybe part of my niceness comes from being too lazy to deal with messes. I act the way I think any sane person with baseline common sense would act and do not expect the universe to treat me well for it. If good things happen, I don't question much and accept them as they are. If someone is mean to me, I don't think much and simply "left swipe the person" from my mind, because hey, there are plenty of others around us.

I sometimes feel like my mind is a fascinating place, and I'm pretty sure everyone else thinks the same about themselves. I can take the most boring things one could think of and build scenarios around them to keep myself occupied for hours. After years of trying to make the first point in group discussions, and failing in front of people who rush in to state the most obvious point, sometimes the only way to stand out is by coming up with points no one else has considered.

I have plenty of ideas, but lately, I've been wondering: what's the point of having so many ideas if I don't pen them down somewhere? I want to use this space to talk about everything that's been on my mind, whether it's fancy AI stuff, geopolitical fuckery, ranting about my cab ride to the office, or something funny I observed at work. I don't care if anyone else reads my stuff (not really, I’ll cry if nobody reads my stuff), but my intent is to keep my mind fresh and free from old clutter so it can remain fascinating. If you’ve read this far without questioning your life choices, here’s a quick list of things I like and dislike:

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